2 AM

I think I have too much of my grandmother in me. Right now it's 2:08 AM and I can't sleep a wink. I try to make sure that I exercise and eat right (because I hear that helps) and I try not to sleep in too long. But after taking a sleeping pill and laying in bed for 2 1/2 hours, I figure I better get up and do something until I feel like I can sleep.
I think part of the reason it's hard for me to sleep is because I have so many thoughts running through my head. Maybe if I get them down I can sleep. One of these thoughts is about a friend of mine who recently returned from a mission. I haven't seen him yet, but I'm going to his church on sunday to listen to his talk. It should be interesting. I wonder how he's changed? I wonder what he'll think of how I've changed? Will things be weird between us or can we just go back to that old friendship? Also, he'll probably ask about things that happened to me a few months after he left. Things I haven't really talked about in awhile. I think I can talk about it fine, but with him it'll be different because he was pretty involved. I don't know what he'll say about it. Just different things that I'm curious as to how he'll react.
The second thing is something a little different. I met a guy last weekend and I think he's pretty funny. He reminds me a lot of Joni and Andy, actually. Maybe that's why I feel so comfortable around him. It may be weird, but he's 28 years old. But he already has a job, is done with college, has his own car, and I think he's cute! Some ladies I work with said I should call him on friday if he hasn't already called me. But I don't call people, especially to ask guys on dates. Maybe it'll be a learning experience for me. But what do I say? What do I invite him to do? Will he blow me off? Do I care if he blows me off? I just hope he calls me first so I don't have to deal with all of that.
I think I'll try to sleep now that I've gotten those things off my chest. Maybe it will come and I won't be too tired in the morning.